酒後吐真情

酒後吐真言。我不完全信，我覺得，酒後吐真感情。

人，隨時都可以吐真言，但是是我們的表情出賣了我們。

我一直在想，為什麼喝了酒之後，事情比較容易說。

也許是應為酒精麻了我們的感情。

或者是酒精，搗亂了我們的感官。

它讓我們放下自己的自尊，我們的羞澀。

卸下我們防備，我們的疑問。

雖然它讓我們感到瘋狂，但它是我們的舒緩。

P.s. 我是在喝了酒之後

但是我現在酒醒了

Review of 2015 New Year Resolutions

Okay, apologies for the last post as it was a little bit angsty of me. So, this post will be on a lightly note from the previous one.

Sooooooooooo, the new year is here, and it's somehow of a tradition for me to review the previous year's resolution which I totally forgot about it. Here goes nothing...

MY TUNTUNTUN  REVIEW OF 2015 NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS

1. ADJUST BACK MY BODY CLOCK

I think I said it very clearly up there, right?

Due to my screwed up body clock, I was absent for this particular module for 3 times and was almost marked down.

Heng my grade was still there when I had my results back.

Somehow, I manage to adjust back my body clock back towards the very very VERY end of the year all thanks to the Taiwan trip which forces me to sleep early and wake up early. But I have a feeling my body clock will be screwed again with the new semester of school.

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2. DON'T BE LATE

This is seriously a deadly habit of mine.

I know that, my friends know that, my workplace know that.

At least be on time, please.

DON'T BE LATE FOR CLASS LATER.

I realised, I could only wake up to phone calls than alarm.

Anyone volunteer to give me morning call?

No? Okay then...

Let's be honest, old habits die hard, and I'm still forever late for everything.

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3. DON'T SPEND ALL MY MONEY

Another deadly habit of mine.

I would spend whatever I earn.

But arh, I hardly buy new stuffs, so that means most of my expenses goes to food,

and my sis.

She's a money sucker.

Go out cannot fork for her own stuff.

HMMM, this is very hard to judge. I mean, I spend most of my money on food and school, which is somehow a necessity. Maybe I should phrase it as to "Plan my money properly".

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4. EXERCISE EVERY WEEK

Doesn't matter the number of times I exercise.

The least is once a week.

Need a banging body before NAFA Fun day.

Ha ha, still fat as EVER.

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5. DO MY ASSIGNMENTS DILIGENTLY

Don't need to elaborate on that uh.

Hmm, only did that for some module because I hate the other modules' lecturer. It has taken a very big toll on my result so resolution for 2016 is to "Do my assignment no matter how much I dislike the lecturer".

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6. BE LESS DEPENDENT ON PEOPLE

Not that I always depends on other, in fact, I hardly do so.
Just, I need to keep in mind that I do not always have everyone by my side.

Still have a lot to learn on that. But in some situation(s), I can't be stubborn and choose not to depend on someone because 1) I'm a human being, not a genius 2) I'll still need help from people even if I'm a genius.

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7. GET OVER MY FEELINGS

The bad thing about me is that I could dwell on something for a very long time.
aka I keep grudges.
So I should once adapt to my FUCK-IT attitude.
So if anything is not going according to my way, FUCK IT.
If anyone bad mouthed about me, FUCK IT.
If I feel neglected, FUCK IT.
Just, FUCK IT.

Yes, I did not fuck care about a lot of things, and I don't know if that's a good thing or bad because it made me seem like I'm cold blooded but sometimes I'm just too lazy to care about anything.

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8. DON'T BE TOO FICKLE-MINDED 

I'm a fickle-minded person.
I can't decide if I want to bathe or eat first.
Can't decide if I should eat noodle or rice.
Sometimes I wished I could split myself into and do tasks simultaneously.
CAN I SPLIT MYSELF NOW?

This is in my blood. But now I adopt to a decision-making method, which is to ask someone to choose either number 1 or 2, the chosen number will be the decision made. Very effective at times.

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9. Actually I can't decide if I still wanna return to rcy

So NDP or OHP?

I did return to RCY for 2015, but I also marked it as my last active year because 1) I want to focus on school and 2) my heart for RCY is dying.

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9. MAKE A LEGIT VIDEO AND POST IT ON YOUTUBE

YESSSSSSSS, THIS.
I MUST DO THIS.

Do assignments count in this case?

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10.  Don't push people away.

Now let's not go to the emo side.
I started this post on a happy note.
But still, I push people away and God knows why.

More like I fuck care less about people.

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Okay, I'm done. So right now I have 2 posts to upload, 1) my 2016 resolution and 2) my Taiwan trip. But who wants to bet how long will I take to upload?

And OHHHHHHHHHH, THIS IS MY 200 POST YAYYYY.

Update

So it's almost a month into my holiday, or is it a month already? There, I lose track of time during my holiday period. Actually, there's nothing much to update during my holiday because being the broke ass that I already am, I'm currently working almost every.single.day, like one week there's 7 days, there's almost 6 days that I'll be working, and that one day? I use it to catch up on my sleep and anime.

Really, really lifeless.

And nothing on my checklist for the holiday has been ticked off yet. Well, except that I did some quite absurd stuff. Like getting half drunk and drunk-messaged someone. I came to know that it's not that terrible to be drunk, but it's absolutely horrible when you get the hangover. Because when you're drunk, you could hardly know what you're doing, it's more like, you're not so conscious about what you're doing. Vomiting doesn't feel as bad as compared to when you're normal, emotions are let out easily. I think it's rather good to be drunk, once in a while.

Then comes the hangover. Oh My God. It's 10 times worse than getting a fever. Not that the two are comparable, but I would rather get a fever than a hangover. Your body just burn when you're having a fever, you lose your appetite and feel groggy. But hangover? That feeling when you want to vomit but could vomit out nothing?

IT'S
THE
WORST.

Anyway, I won't expose any details about me getting drunk because it's not a glorious matter. The only takeaway would be:

ENJOY NOW, SUFFER LATER*

*Applicable to all situation in life

Being broke means that you are only able to do limited stuff with a limited amount of money. And right now, I have tons of stuff that I want to do but couldn't because 1. I'm broke (because), 2. someone stole my debit card info and left me broke. Surprisingly I wasn't that mad when I found out that my card was stolen, but, money is still money, so, screw that bitch.

Unfortunately, I highly unlikely will be traveling due to insufficient fund (it's not like I travel lolllll), still, I hope to at least exit out of Singapore once for this holiday. Doesn't matter where, I just want to leave this depressing country for awhile.

Itinerary for Holiday

I'm in the midst of my assessment week with tons of assignment not done (or half done), but I couldn't  help but to already feel excited about what kind of exciting journey I am going to embark on (besides working every day) during my 2 and a half months holiday.

For my past holidays, all I could remember was me camping in front of my computer 24/7, watching all the animes, the dramas, reading all sorts of articles while munching on whatever I could find in my kitchen. It was rather fulfilling for me since I was able to catch up on all my animes and mangas and what not, but seriously, I'm one year away from a being 20-year-old single cat lady (no to single, yes to cat), I need to do something with my life.

I NEED TO DO SOMETHING TO MY LIFE.

And so, below, I created an itinerary for what I need to do during my holiday:

ITINERARY FOR HOLIDAY

1. Renew my passport

2. Work 

3. Save money for - 

  3.1: For new phone (bloody hell, I'm still using iP4)

  3.2: For traveling 

  3.3: For shopping (C'mon)

4. Travel overseas (preferably with a friend)

I was actually thinking of going to Bali, somewhere near to Singapore but has a totally different environment from it.

5. Have a Harry Potter movie marathon

6. Have a Star Wars movie marathon

7. Have a Lord of the Ring movie marathon

8. Make videos

9. Try to watch as many movies as I can

10. Go clubbing (should I???)

11. Exercise every alternate day (ha ha who am I kidding)

12. Finish the book I have started reading (legit, I started reading more than 5 books but finish none)

13. Have Staycation with my FOKINGLONGCAT

14. Do something that I'll regret (I don't know what am I going to do with this

15. Cycle (Updated)

Uh, for now, I'll just type till here. If I thought of anything, I'll update again. Till then, I'm off to chiong my assignments. C'mon, I CAN DO IT.

Be Right Back

BE RIGHT BACK HUMANS BECAUSE CURRENTLY I'M AT MY LAST LAP OF SCHOOL AND ALL MY ASSIGNMENTS ARE DUE NEXT WEEK AND FOR THOSE WHO KNOWS ME I'M A HARDCORE PROCRASTINATOR SO I HAVE A LOT OF HOMEWORK NOT DONE.

MEANWHILE, YOU COULD ENJOY THIS WHILE I SUFFER DOING MY ASSIGNMENTS.

SEE YA HUMANS.

A pretty themeless vlog (without talking) done by me.

Random video montage while I was walking to MRT station from school. You should check out the song too.

School Sucks: Part 1

Pardon for the lack of updates, I was barely catching any breath from all the piling schools works and overwhelming of emotions.

As I'm entering the final phase of my Year 1 education in NAFA, I concluded quite a few stuff:

1. Don't bother to look good, because you're going to end up looking shag as hell from those assignments.
2. But please still bother to dress presentably, by that, I do not mean Banana button down.
3. Guys don't matter anymore, heck, they don't even bother me a bit.
4. "Famous" people could be your classmate too, by famous I mean Social Media Influencer. That's when you realised we are all just human.
5. Bitches are everywhere.
6. Pretending to be interested in the module is a chore.
7. Bootlicking lecturers is a chore.
8. Waking up early is a chore.
9. I wish I'm dead.

As you could see, I'm not leading a very pleasant life in NAFA. People who think that Art students lead an easy life should probably try to be in our shoes by forcing themselves to draw at least 10 pieces every single fucking day, or drag your ass all around Singapore just for that one or two perfect shots, or cracking your brain just to find that tinny bits of inspiration which will eventually get rejected by lecturers. You may think that we Art students are leading a very cool, very edgy life, trust me, it takes skills and lecturer's notes to put together an all-black outfit for your funeral.

Behind our red/plum lip/ridiculously coloured hair lies a crazy idea that no one have the balls to do.

LOL, it probably doesn't make sense up there but do Art makes sense?

Do people who dipped their whole body in honey makes sense to you? (clickable link)

No, so you don't have to know what I was trying to type up there, just know that Art students aren't having an easy life too.

What's worse than having this AWESOMESAUSE idea in your head but when you do it out in real life, it's zero percent near to what you had in your brain. Let me tell you, that moment is the moment where I wish I could pull my tongue and cut it off and slowly bleed to death, or have people to shoot arrows front, back, left, right, diagonally top and bottom left, diagonally top and bottom right into my head. Letting yourself down could be the BIGGEST disappoint you could ever have, besides letting your parents down.

Emotionally wise, I'll save that for next post. Right now, I feel like a zombie who has not slept for centuries.

5 ways to know that you love Pizza

Here are some of the 5 ways to know that you love Pizza like how I love my pizza.

1. YOU'RE EATING ONE RIGHT NOW

2. YOU'RE THINKING OF GETTING ONE LATER FOR DINNER AFTER ONE FOR YOUR LUNCH

3. IN FACT, YOU'RE PLANNING TO HAVE PIZZA FOR TOMORROW TOO

4. YOU HAVE A PIZZA SWEATER

5.  YOU'RE SINGLE FOR VALENTINES' DAY BUT YOU DON'T CARE BECAUSE YOU HAVE PIZZA HUT DELIVERY

Love me like you do, la la love me like you do~