Book 2012 Chapter 11 Verse 3

2 more month and year 2012 will be over.
No one knows if the world will really end, 
or year 2013 will begin.
I personally hope that it will end d:
It's scary how time flies. 
Perhaps it changed it mind and take a rocket instead because you can actually feel the passing of every second and minute.
It's a mind-blown. 
Because I can actually still remember clearly what happened last year.
Well, a year is almost gone and I'm totally not ready to pick a new book and explore the story.


O level is almost ending, except that I have CL paper and Science Paper 1.
People are loosening their neck and gaming.
Well, I will have to buck up for my MCQ because that's the only hope for me to pass Science with a better result and hopefully enter a JC.
While I was doing my D&T paper yesterday,
I thought to myself that if I didn't make it for O level this year, 
I will retain.

NOOOOOO, dump that thought bitch, stop being so pessimistic. 

I.CAN'T.HELP.IT.ARGHHHHH


Side track.

There was this time when I return back to my house only at 8 am plus in the morning.
Where was I? I was feeding mosquito near the reservoir.
I came to some thesis statements.
Pain is to make a person realise that s/he had been living all this while.
However if someone felt numb from the pain,
does it actually mean that the person do not need the pain to prove its existence or,
or s/he don't feel alive anymore.
Because the past few weeks I had been feeling this numbness in me.
Remember in my previous post where I said that I can't think of anything?
I didn't move on.
My mind tricked me.
I was numbed from the pain (mentally) I am experiencing.
There are a couple of time where I was forcing myself to cry,
not to the extend of rubbing onions to my eye of course =.=
I JUST CAN'T ARGH.

The power of NUMB


I also questioned:

Why do two people felt the complete opposite when they are experiencing the same thing?

Answer A:
Different perspective

Answer B:
The art of hiding

Would I choose to lie to myself? 



骗得过去,就是真的。骗不过,就是假的。


She is beyond the perfection.

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