Quotidian life

I apologies for not posting for weeks. Or is it close to a month?

Recently I had been busy with my school and tuition that I reached home at 8 plus almost everyday.

I can literally feel what Rebecca  Black's "Friday" is trying to sing:

"IT'S FRIDAY FRIDAY, GOTTA GET DOWN ON FRIDAY."

"FUN FUN FUN FUN, LOOKING FORWARD TO THE WEEKEND."

I can sing this out loud in class with no problems, with condition.

With the fact that it's 88 days to the first paper of GCE "O" level, 

I can totally understand why is my life so hectic now.

HUAT ARH.

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Quite a lot of people from 4G applied for Direct Polytechines Admission (DPA),

That exclude me.

Reason is because:

First, I have no confidence.

Second, the course I am aiming for is Design, which I am not good in terms of journal.

However, if you ask me to bombard you with crazy wild ideas.

That's what I am good at.

Third, I get tongue tied.

Last, I am WAY too lazy to lift a finger and type those flattering words out.

I am a shy (and occasionally humble) person, if you would consider that.

I don't really study in weekdays because like what I just told you,

I reached home almost everyday at 8 plus.

Plus, my tuition got me doing some schools' past years' paper,

and got me flipping through my almost rotted clean textbooks.

Not to forget, I am also exercising my fingers as I need to refer to textbook to almost every question.

I'm such a dumb-ass. 

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Recently, I had this one friend who was trying to motivate me to do well for my prelim 2.

If I did not do well, he will rub his result in my face. 

Ah boy arh, what I need is self-discipline, I have enough self-motivation to last for my whole life.

Nonetheless, thank you.

And perhaps, you got the definition of "lonely" wrong.

What you are feeling is "alone".

And you do have people who care about you,

it is just that you choose to ignore it, or turn a blind eye to it

because you want care from the people whom you care about, but maybe because they do not, you think that no one cares about you.

Tsk.

At least, the minimum, care about yourself,

because in the end, you are the one providing yourself with the basic need, not other people.

  

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I found out that I have absolute no idea what are those electromagnetism thingy

even though  I was present for the lesson almost all the time. 

I need to publish a lost and found notice for my soul that was at that lesson.

It must have left my body when I was about to fall asleep during that "lullaby" session. 

Secret Garden is damn nice!

I cried a lot for that drama.

You wonder why.

I have been drinking way too much Oolong milk tea.