Blood-suckers

I fucking hate today.

Especially today.

Every time during the corrections of examination scripts,

I will always learn something important.

Besides knowing where I gone wrong.

I also learn about something about people's behaviour. 

So what do I learn from Prelim 1?

Haha.

I know that some people befriend with other people for their own benefits

Well, you may think that I'm very slow to find out about this.

But there's also another thing I found out:

They make friend with people of their own kind.

For my case, people who passed talked to people who pass too, and some rarely talks to people who failed.

So what's all these?

I hate them.

Hate is not a strong word.

I abhor them.

Why are they so realistic?

This just let me know that they are blood suckers.

SUCKERS.

At that point of them when they are actually talking among themselves and not talking to me, 

I feel like throwing a chair at their faces.

IN THEIR FACE.

And screamed at them:

"SUCKERS, FUCK YOU FOR BEING SO REALISTIC, ENJOY YOUR REST OF THE LIFE WITH FAKERS, BLOOD-SUCKERS."

But I'm just there controlling my emotions, 

and was writing this "less vulgar" blog post on foolscap.

I don't know the reason why they do not talk to me.

The reason why they do not talk to me is because they realized my mood had changed to the worst, and decided to leave me alone for me to chill myself down.

Or they just plainly looking down on me, trying to tell me:

"Hey you, loser, we are not talking to you because you failed, you don't worth talking to us, you will just down grade us."

I don't know, I really don't know, I'm very exhausted with all these never-ending thoughts.

I just hate this world. Maybe I should disappear.