I'm being a coward by trying to run away from my problems.
But I failed.
I still have to face school tomorrow.
Face those people I don't like or too awkward to be seen.
Half of my homework is still not done because I was cleaning my room. (and I'm procrastinating here)
We all are tiring of this routine.
Wake up
School
Eat
School
Go home
Bathe
Study
Eat
Sleep
And that stupid whole thing starts again.
I feel like a robot you know.
YOU KNOW.
Yes you do.
IF you live in Singapore.
I wish I was a kid again.
Where the only problem you have to worry is that you have no more food.
Or you are not happy.
Haha.
Adults are complicated.
I don't like it.
I'm complicated too (I think)
No, I'm quite simple in some sense.
Give me what I need and no problems,
I'm satisfied.
YEAH.
I'm seriously bored to hell.
I finally met him again.
Like FINALLY.
YEAH! :D
We went for a camp.
Yeap, and I was half mentor.
Shocking thing was, he was in the same platoon as me.
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Oh goshhhhhhhhhh.
Feel like dying right now.
I saw a quote somewhere that,
never put someone as your everything.
Because when that person is gone,
You're left with nothing.
Rest assure.
He's not my everything.
He's just someone that I care, most, a lot.
(I just hope that he do not reads it, I will feel abashed)
No doubt that something I will feel like nothing because of him.
But I just have no idea how long will it be.
Maybe till death?
I'm still a single old lady?
HAHA.
I should really get a life and stop bothering about relationship.
So, I went for that camp.
And there's conditions to it.
1) I must go for VIP
2) If I pass, I must become a acestar VI.
Hmm.
I really hope that I pass.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GOD.
If I don't, I'll get killed.
I finally cleaned up my room.
It's clean and filled with the smell of dettol!
I hate that smell man.
I just realized one thing.
All those previous posts I typed are bullshit.
I think.
It's already broken.
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