Stress out. Blank out. Freak out. What's next?


Sorry if the picture is too small.

Today, I witnessed the releasing of GCE O-level results.
The atmosphere in the hall was filled with the worries of seniors.
Wondering if they ace.
Well, surprisingly, I felt anxious too.
Because in 1 year time, 
I will be the one sitting in front, wondering too.
Maybe I was worrying because I know I cannot get a good result.
BECAUSE I KNOW.
Shall move on with my new year resolution.
LOL, first time doing it.


My SUPER DUPER LATE New Year Resolutions
I like green, so the sub-tittle is green! (:


1.
Stop PROCRASTINATING (like what I'm doing now)
Okay, just so you know, I had already disobey my first resolution.
Hmm, to be specific about it, I meant:
Study when I have to study (which is like now)
Stop spending time on net (which is like now too)
Do things-to-be-completed-urgently first, and not other stupid useless stuff (like I should be doing my D&T planning)


2.
Try to have any good management of emotions
I know this sounded weird.
I'm sane.
I'm not gila (crazy in Malay)
I'm normal, not abnormal.
But, ya, I tend to loss control on the net.
If you actually follow my twitter, I blurted out the coloruful language you can ever see.
Ya, and because of my "emo" status, kanna a few times by teacher on the net.
Like what, complaining that I want to move out of Singapore because it's so stressful.
Any more else?
Hmm....
Ya, that's the most recent one.
I seriously have no idea, there shouldn't be any restriction on the net.
Not even pornography.
Why do people even restrict what we post on our status and object what we think.
Internet suppose to be a place when it's free of speech right?
Please correct me if I'm wrong.


3.
At least go for one dance class this year.
And this reminds me that I didn't do my days & dance thingys. d:


4.
Score well for GCE O-level.
I know this is too vague, so I shall rephrase it.
To score a 15 for L1R5 and 10 points and below for L1R4.
I know I know, it's impossible. 
Looking at the fact that what the hell am I doing now.
Maybe my IQ is below the average of normal human beings?
Can I go for a IQ test?
I seriously wants to know what is my IQ.
Because I suck at Math and Sciences.
I'm a language person. (:
But I think all the teachers will be focusing on the G3 people.
Because they are the express among the express students.
Of course must place high hopes on them on doing well la.
School reputation marh.
So I wonder which teacher will notice G1 and G2.
I will love that teacher if he or she do.


5.
To figure out what do I want to do in the future.
Currently, I have a lot of careers I want to do in mind, like:
Doctor
Paramedic 
Air stewardess
Lawyer
Designer (Product or architectural, but I suck at Math) 
Actress
Teacher (?)
Entrepreneur (I want to open a BUBBLE TEA shop or a themed cafe (: )
I think that's all?


6.
Let this infamous blog hit the view counter of 5000.
I know I know, impossible.
So PLEASE help me.
PLEASE.


7.
Learn the dance style of girls hip hop and popping.
Which is somehow related to 3.


8.
To have a part time work after my Os paper
I NEED $$$.


I actually don't know the definition of resolution,
so this kinda like a to-do-list.
Hahaha, at the end of this year, I will refer back to the post and cancel away what I did for the year.


I WANT TO GO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC and STAY AT THEIR HOSTEL. 
NP is like damn freaking cool lol priest. 


XD

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