Thinking in process

You over think, and POOM.

Your mind exploded.

Like when I was doing comprehension question. 

And I got the answer. 

But the marks given to that question was like maybe 5?

I got a answer which is only 2 lines long.

And I'm thinking to myself:

No larh, a 5 marks answer couldn't be that short leh.

And I wasted my precious 5 minutes finding that extra answer. 

Which for that 2 lines answer, I got the 5 marks.

I feel like killing myself at that moment.

But thank God, it's Chinese. (:

Another thing, I find my mother selfish and very bias. .__.

She cooked for herself and not the others.

And to tell you seriously, what I ate for my day earlier on are only grapes.

And nothing other than that.

I don't know if she meant to refill herself first than the others or what.

It's not the first time. 

And I feel like filling a complaint.

But to who?

Government? Nehh, no thanks.

They don't care.

Child abuse? 

Laugh my ass out.

OH YES!! I went to *Scape yesterday to meet one of my RCY friend..

2 other of them are there too.

And the whole thing was seriously very very very awkward for me.

Yes, only me.

They were there to choreograph dance for an upcoming competition. 

And I was there to.... plan my stuffs.

And half of the time I was starring at them, 

Wandering why the hell am I here.

And not to mention, he was there... .__.

Half of the time I was not there to look at their practice,

But was somewhere wandering around *Scape because it was SO awkward.

I couldn't emphasize enough the AWKWARDNESS there. 

LALALA. I couldn't believe his existence.

He is like... okay, nevermind..

And not to forget, being a typical me, what I always do is to

Over think.

And at that point of time, I was thinking about stuffs which I shouldn't be thinking.

And I think, and think, and think, 

till I feel like rushing out of that place.

Damn, I feel like being an ostrich and hide my face. ><